Ok...so to keep my mind off the craziness of today i got bored and searched for fonts. i have this friend who's a graphic designer... he gave me this whole spill on "how fonts could change the whole image" Which i found remarkable. We found out today that our piano player couldn't make it to play at the wedding (AHHHHH!) {valid reason} His wife have been in the hospital since monday and since they had the baby on wednesday a week ago they should probably watch after her. (good_idea) So in my dismay, he actually found us a piano player who could play for us. Wow, i feel like God was watching over us because i just got out of my mouth a prayer like this...

God, i know that you are in control of everything and that you know everything that's going on right now....so i am not going to pray that you change a thing. Just that You would just keep us calm and let us know You are there. The end, Matt

Well kinda like that.
TRUE LIFE-

Troy was on tv tonight. WOW, i was just shocked to know that i knew someone from tv...and that my little mattie was on there all grown up. FUN. Night time.

Love, Later, Bye,

Matt

Wow,

So i think that i have learned more in the last year then i have in my life. Well at least about me. i know that i thought i knew everything...sorely mistaken. Oh well life goes on. i know that in two days i will have a beautiful wife. In three to five years i will have a beautiful baby. i want to trust God in everything that He gives me. i thank Him for my friends and know that He is my sole provider for everything!

P.s. Thanks ashley and jessica for you are the only ones who read this. Wow i need to get out more!
jk

Love, Later, Bye.

Matt

Getting Close!

So,

Lately i have been going through this phase where i think that people hate me. i don't know if it's stress from the wedding or what. But i think that it's just a phase i go through every year or so. i know that people really don't hate me.....or do they...... i just get the impression that they do. Maybe it's just a chemical imbalance or something. Or maybe it's just God way of telling me to "chill out"(yes, God would def. say chill out). Either way i am starting to feel the wear and tear of the close coming wedding. It's so weird to think how far Carla and i have come over a year and now she's going to be my wife. i am in love with her and i thank God so much for her. She is amazing and beautiful and kinda and.....so much.

Love, Later, Bye

Matt

P.s. it's weird how you can feel God sometimes and just know.

Wow!

So.....

i know that it must seem strange to some people that i am getting married, mainly me. i can't believe that it's already here. Carla and i were thinking the other day just how much time we had left.....about two full friday's. Wow that's not much at all. We just got our programs done and with a little help we got it finish. i am really proud of it. i know that it's not much but i love it. It's something that we both put time and effort into....so i like it. Besides the fact that i am about to have an amazing, beautiufl wife, i am secondarly excited about my paid honeymoon. With strategic vacation time, i will be paid while having sex. i know that sounds gross but once again i like it!!! So wish us luck and prayer. Our relationship is solely based on the grace and glory of God. He is the reason we are together. So we thank Him so much for everything!!

Love, Later, Bye,
Matt

Twenty

Wow,

So we have about 20 days left, until we are married of coarse. It's kinda a crazy thought to think that i am growing up so fast. i know that i am 23 this year and that everything is right, timing wise. But it's just a crazy thought. You know, i am really excited to see what God has for us. i know that things can be hard and that i always wanted times to be rough for use. (just so that we could grow closer and depend on each other) But i know that God has so much more for us. We sometimes don't even know how much God is watching over us. So i thank Him verbally right now. THANK YOU GOD! Thank You for giving me everything that i need and will ever need. i know that i could never understand what your plan is, so maybe i should just sit back and enjoy the show. So .....It's Show Time!